Post by THEODORE REMUS LUPIN on Oct 31, 2009 17:21:46 GMT
THEODORE REMUS LUPIN
FULL NAME;Theodore Remus Lupin
NICKNAMES; Teddy, Teddybear{Only Victoire can call him that. haha}
GENDER; male!
AGE; Twenty-One
BIRTHDAY;April 31st
YEAR; N/A
SEXUALITY;Straight! 100% straight! Sorry Jamesy but Victoire would murder me if I was any other way xD
HOUSE; N/A.
JOB; Defense Against the Dark Arts Professor.
BLOOD; Half most definately.
CANON OR ORIGINAL?;Canon baby!
PLAY-BY; KEVIN FLAMME!
HAIR;
Teddy's hair? Well that's a hard one. You see, he's a metamorph so it's hard to tell what his hair will be within the next hour. His natural hair color though is brown. His hair color changes with his mood. When he's embarrassed it changes to different shades of red. However most of the time it's his natural brown until he gets bored and decides to change it. Once his Uncle Harry mentioned something about him and Victoire using protection and his hair turned five different shades of red.
EYES;
His eyes are Remus' deep chocolate brown. And he usually leaves them that color because he feels that's one of the only connections he still has with Remus.
HEIGHT;Teddy is taller than most of his family even his uncle Harry and even compares in height to his Uncle George. The exact height? 6'5 inches. So yeah pretty tall!
WEIGHT; Seeing as how he's a pretty tall guy, he weighs around 145 pounds. His quidditch and high metabolism help him from not going over 200.
TATTOES/PIERCINGS/BIRTHMARKS; N/A
LIKES;
Victoire Weasley <3
His Family
His Uncle Harry.
Listening to music.
Reading.
Studying.
Playing Quidditch.
Watching Quidditch
Cuddling.
Defense Against the Dark Arts
Transfiguration.
Being a metamorph.
Quidditch.
DISLIKES;
That his parents died.
The second war.
Being alone.
Scorpius Malfoy.
Almost all Slytherins.
The Dark Arts.
Death Eaters
Dementors.
Not having free time.
Being separated from Victoire.
STRENGTHS;
Making Friends.
Loyalty.
Defense Against the Dark Arts.
Quidditch
Dueling
WEAKNESSES;
Victoire.
Trusting others.
Hero Syndrome.
FEARS;
Dementors.
Another war.
The Dark Arts
Birds{Yes he HATES birds! haha}
GOALS;
Having the perfect wedding with Victoire.
To have a family running around.
Be his own person.
PERSONALITY;
HOMETOWN;
MOTHER; nypmphadora nee' tonks lupin, deceased, half.
FATHER; remus john lupin, deceased, half, werewolf.
SIBLINGS; N/A.
OTHER IMPORTANT FAMILY;
Uncle Harry
Aunt Ginny
James Potter
Albus Potter
Lily Potter
Ron Weasley
Hermione Weasley
Rose Weasley
Hugo Weasley
George Weasley
Angelina Weasley
Roxanne Weasley
Fred Weasley
Lucy Weasley
Molly Weasley
William {Bill}
Fleur Weasley
Victoire Weasley
Dominique Weasley
Louis Weasley
Grandmum Molly Weasley,
Arthur Weasley
Charlie Weasley
{Woot! I think that's all of them?! lol}
HISTORY;
NAME/ALIAS;Athena baby!
AGE;Eighteen!!!
EXPERIENCE;Seven Years
TIMEZONES;Eastern, US!
OTHER;Nah!
SAMPLE;Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl...
It hurt her! It really did to see him in pain because of her. Because of the things she did and said. Honestly she didn't want him to be in pain! she wanted him to be happy! And she knew that she had her chance. She had her chance to love him. And she blew it. Because she had fallen down the god damn stairs! Why?! If only she had walked down there faster!! Oh how she would regret that everyday of her life... But, with Edward she wanted him to be happy!!! Even though she had suffered from it she knew she would cause him more pain if he had chosen herself over Zoe and regretted everyday of it, wandering what life would've been like if he had went through with the wedding. And, as everyone knows from the movies, the boy usually broke it off with the current girl anyways and went for the one he truly loved. It was better off this way. Besides again, Edward was HAPPY!!!!! And she had to be happy for him!
"Sure, I don't. But that doesn't mean things will go back to the way it used to be, Lana. It is the past, I've let go and moved on, and now you have to. Really, it isn't hard as you make it seem. You're forgetting the fact that I won't leave you entirely. I'll still be here, remember that."
Sometimes she wish she could move away. Move back to Paris Like her mother had offered. That way she wouldn't have to see constant reminders of... them. Of course she wanted to remain best friends with Edward! She wanted that ALMOST more than anything else in the world! Besides him of course! However, she couldn't do that. She would stay here, willingly, as if she were sacrificing herself while the world around her ended. But she had to. She would NEVER upset Edward. She couldn't break his heart.....
"But Edward!!"
She started but quickly stopped her voice as she didn't want him to feel any worse than he already felt for hurting her this way. Really she did try to listen to him. She tried to move on and be happy around their friends. Honestly she did. But she couldn't. During class she just stared at the wall, ignoring everyone around her, barely answering any questions. But since she was the one that basically ran the class, the teachers didn't seem to annoy her into answering them. So she just sat there, all period, staring at the clock, wall, or at her notebook as she aimlessly scribbled to make it look like she was taking notes. When all she had was aimless drawings. And then she would go back to her dorm, and just lay in bed, listening to music and staring out the window, holding the bear he had got her when he left her the first time. Because that and the necklace were all she had left.
"Over? Lana, we've been over for a while now. We both decided on that. Don't you remember anything at all?"
"BUT WE NEVER WANTED TO BE!"
Her voice finally rose a little and she so badly wanted to curl up in his arms and just stay there, for the rest of eternity. "You know as well as I do that we were still deeply in love with each other when we broke up Edward! You know it! Why do you think I was always so jealous of Zoe when you first started dating? Why do you think I always concentrated on talking to Summer at lunch when she was with you?! I couldn't help it! I was still in love. And I still am. Always have always will be. But I guess I'm moving on. Without you." Her eyes were trying their hardest to keep the tears hidden. Thankfully they were silent! She couldn't bare to put him through this pain! But she would never leave Edwards' side. No, he would be the first to leave tonight! Because she wanted to spend every last second she could with him. Before he left her, for forever.
"As if I don't see you mourning over the decision, Lana. It's quite obvious that you're going through hell right now. At least we're on the same level as far as emotions go, I think."
"Edward I'm fine. I'll get over it-" she started but heard what he said after she was going through hell. And that broke her heart. To know that they were both going through the same thing. " Edward." She whispered and wrapped her arms around his waist, staring into his eyes. "I'm so sorry. I really try but it's like I'm supposed to be this way. I've had too much of a perfect life. It's about time that something happened to make me like everyone else. I'm human. I won't be like this for forever." Even though she was reassuring him, she was reassuring herself just as much. Right now, it seeemed impossible to get over him.. But she knew she would have to quickly. Since they were getting MARRIED. The thought sent a freezing cold shiver down her spine.
Her breath did however catch in her throat however as he placed his finger on her face. Her eyes closed and she let out a deep breath, one that she hadn't realized she had been taking in. And slightly, ever so slightly, she leaned into his light touch, as if he would move his hand away and walk out of her life forever. Then in one grace movement, his hand dropped to her side.
"I'm fine! I don't want you to go, Lana! Please? Look, I know you love with me, in fact I always knew that you were IN love with me but you just don't understand! Oh, Lana, don't make me say it! I can't, I can't! Just..don't go back to England, back to modeling. I'm the one that started this, and I don't want this to end like that. Stay here! I want to be friends, dammit! But..we can't possibly be anything more than that, what will it take for you to finally see that? You're just so adamantly bound around the fact that I do love you, that you can't see the other fact that it's just impossible right now because I've met somebody else. There's really no easy way to say this, but I'm marrying Zoe, I'm probably going to get old with her and then die, as nothing but a memory. Don't act as if this isn't any of my fault, don't you dare shoulder the blame for this either! What about everyone else, Lana? Summer, Adam, Rachel, Gabby, Jasper? Hm? Are you really going to leave them because of my feelings? Think about it again, and then realize how..how selfish that is!"
"That's the point Edward! I have seen that!" She started and listened to him, letting his words sink in. "But you won't be just a memory. Isn't that what you told me?! And I understand that! She's just- It's just- " The words she wanted to say were caught in her throat. "Remember, when we used to lay on your bed or on the beach, and think about what our lives would be, when we grew up? Well.." She paused. " Everything I imagined, is what you and zoe are now doing. And it brings back too many memories of what could have been. And Edward, I've got to go back to Paris. To get away of seeinr her flaunt you every time we're around. She does that, you know it Edward. But you deny it! And you're in love I see that. And they say all you need is Love. So as long as you have her love, you'll be okay. I've finally moved on alright? I'll try to smile the next time I see you, for you. Hell I'll even smile at Zoe, even when she's latched onto your arm. But, in order for me to do that. To move on, I've got to escape for a while! Everytime I see you with her, it, it doesn't help the process! It just cuts deeper. So in order to move on I've got to escape." Her voice ended in a whisper as she heard everything that he was saying."I'm leaving, because of mine." She hadn't meant to say it! Really she hadn't ! But she couldn't help it! This was the only way, to let everything go back to the way it was.
"Lana, you're why I'm still here. It's not as if I forgot about you, about us, completely. I remember everything. I'm not going away just yet, if I forgot about you really, then I wouldn't even be here. You seem to be under a cloud of misapprehension. Do you even realize how important you are to me?"
"Just yet?" Her lips escaped the words as she stared into his eyes, instantly she wanted to look away, because she couldn't stand the pain she was causing him!! It looked like her eyes, the way she was when he left her the first time. "Not as important as you are to me." She replied and her pain was finally starting to show through. It hurt, to breathe. As she was staring into his eyes, she finally took a deep breath, inhaling his scent, and the sea air filled her lungs, however it didn't help the pain that was in her chest. And as soon as she calmed her breath down, the knife that was causing her all the pain, seemed to stab her again.
"Lana, Lana? Please?"
Finally she had blinked and came back to life. The way he was begging her. This wasn't fair to him! Why couldn't she just let him have his way! To let them be best friends and nothing more?! No matter how much it hurt to see him with Zoe, she could at least make him happy and be just, content with being best friends!!!! Why was she being so selfish?! To take away what he wanted from him?! All she wanted was to see him happy, and obviously, she was making him in more pain, than happy. And she would go to hell itself before she wanted to do anything like that.
"Don't, I'm still here."
Her eyes looked up at him, the necklace still wrapped around her neck, She had to be strong! She couldn't let me see her weak like this! Sighing she ran up to him and wrapped her arms around his neck, buring her face in his chest. "don't leave. Please don't leave. " She began but realized how selfish that sounded.
"I- I'm sorry. " lana spoke and leaned her forehead against his, her right hand resting on his cheek. She knew he wasn't hers, and that she shouldn't be doing this! But she couldn't help herself, and her hand caressed his face with her thumb, her eyes never leaving his. Then finally, she knew she had to break away. "That's all I wanted." She smiled at him before looking down at the sand beneath her feet. "I'll never again beg you like that. And I promise I'll try to move on." She smiled at him and finally slipped away, her hand moving from his face and her arms un-ravelling from around his neck, and then ever so slightly, she took a few steps back and stared at him. "I'll always be in love with you Edward. That'll never change. You made me the person I am today. You left a handprint on my heart. So you'll always be with me. No matter where we go. When you and Zoe have your children, the little girl with her blonde hair, and your eyes, and your little boy. With your hair and amazing brown eyes, and watching them grow up with her at your side, and me. Wherever life takes me, we'll always be there. No matter what. Just, make sure you tell Zoe how much you love her, everyday of your life." She gave him a smile and stood there, before getting ready to turn around.
NOTES!!! I'm Sorry It was soooo sad!!!!!! LOL! I was inspired! LOVE new Moon!
Word Count::2042!!
Listening to!!::I'm Not That Girl-Wicked Soundtrack! Idina Menzel!
Patience-Take That
Never Think- R Pattz!
Bella's Lullaby-Twilight.
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